26 October 2006

Sayonara, Basti!


As I was cruising C-5 and Kalayaan (cruising in an FX is really appropriate since I was stuck waiting for more than an hour yday), I was thinking of a topic for a blog, and I can't think of one.

And then, ka-boom, an email from Armi Mari Martin-Manuguid - my college roommate. Isa sa mga roommates ko na naunahan na naman ako. Actually, kami na lang ni Glen ang naiwan. But Glen is single but NOT available. Heheh..It's another story altogether.

Hay, I haven’t cried for a long time, but this article brought tears in my eyes…grabe, I didn’t realize that Sebastian “Basti” Artadi has made such a huge impact on my life. For the pasyt 14 years, I've been following him, and mourned when he left for the US, and then rejoiced with his resurrection with the Lokomotiv band in the US. But now, bam! He's retired from the music scene, and in his words: "It is finally time that my musical jihad comes to an end." He's really good with words, and boy, he broke my heart with that statement.

For now, I have to be content with my Acoustica VCD concert and Wolfgang's and Brain Salad's audio CD’s, and reminisce all the head-banging good times with him and the rest of the guys...and yes, it will never, ever be the same without him...

Please read on and weep with me…
`STF
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Basti Artadi: One last howl By Samantha Echavez People Asia Magazine 10/21/2006
"Due to personal issues, it is finally time that my musical jihad comes to an end." No one predicted that such announcement would arrive so soon - let alone, arrive at all. Last June, Basti Artadi of the now-defunct rock band Wolfgang, proclaimed his resignation from the music industry where he ruled as a legendary front man for almost 14 years.

It came as a shock, a painful blow to his fans, especially those here in the country who were still mourning over the disbandment of Wolfgang and had to content themselves with music downloads and video clippings of his new California based band, Lokomotiv. It was hard to reconcile with the fact: Bash, retired? But he kept roaring "Rock and roll, man! Long live rock and roll, mga pare [my buddies]!" as if he was meant to do that forever!

He's only 33. He was meant to make more songs like "Darkness Fell," "Beast," "Sanctified," "What Grows In Your Garden," "Atomica" and "No Falter," songs that have prepared themselves for immortality in the Pinoy rock scene. His departure from Wolfgang to settle down in the US in 2002 was another explosive episode, prompting the band's disbandment at a later time, but he proved that he could still kick ass miles away from home as Lokomotiv's vocalist.
There was no time to miss him: way before the fans could complain of not hearing Basti Artadi snarls and screams, he got a chance to emerge as California's next big thing in rock. But two years into this stint, Basti Artadi left Lokomotiv and the industry for a reason he would not elaborate. Ever the master of metaphors, this songwriter/singer opted for a poignant footnote.

"The music industry is a beast and it's one that you have to grab hold of and start stabbing in hopes that one day you can kill it before it kills you. Unfortunately my knives are no longer long enough or sharp enough to continue on."

Other members of Lokomotiv addressed the fans' concerns on who was going to fill Basti Artadi's shoes, promising that this was just a "pitstop in one hell of a ride." But the Wolfgang loyalists, those who had witnessed the band's rise from an upcoming band in 1994 to a major force in OPM, were aware that things would never be the same.
Even Razorback vocalist Kevin Roy admitted that no one could sing like Artadi does. His passion, well-interpreted by his raucousness, was unequaled. His exit was a loss, another reminder that the heydays of Pinoy rock - the grand era when bands produced one classic after the other and there was no excuse to remake songs - was truly over.
The questions piled up and everyone was still bewildered. For why would Basti Artadi, whose raspy voice was worth four NU107 Vocalist of the Year awards, give up music? What was something more hair-raising than performing onstage for thousands of moshing metalheads? Four months after breaking the news, what is he doing now?
Artadi leapt from being a musician to a student and went offstage to pursue another road. He is now taking up a master's degree in advertising at the Academy of Art in California. "I graduated with a BA in Production Design. I've never really had an idea of what I wanted to be growing up. It's only recently that advertising struck me as something I wanted to do with my life," Artadi said. This was not a surprise to those who knew him.
Bash's creativity isn't limited to the musical context; he, too, has a flair for writing, painting and graphic design, having made the album cover for Wolfgang's debut album.
Bash Artadi has never led a flashy lifestyle, even when Wolfgang was considered the most intense and ferocious band of its time. This explains his laidback life in the States right now, where he'd rather kick back, listen to Iggy Pop and pay more attention to his hobbies like diving and snorkeling. What is a day for this rock demigod-turned-ad machine?

"Depends. I get up, go to work, talk crap with my crew. Depends really but the bulk of it is smoking and talking and slagging crap," Basti joked. He is happily married to his wife, Rizza, who is, "the greatest thing to ever happen to me. She is my best friend, my confidante, my adviser. We are constantly laughing and I never ever get tired of her company."

Apparent how Basti Artadi is taking it slow. He gave himself 14 years in the limelight - for him, that was enough. His greatest dream? Not to become the Alice Cooper of his time, not to play front act for a Pearl Jam concert, but "a beach house back home - on the beach at sunset with a cooler beside me, my wife and dog playing with my grandchildren in front of me." Simple pleasures. Little joys. Typical Basti Artadi.

Ditching the microphone mellowed Artadi down who, since 14, had spent most of his energy head-banging, creating mass hysteria on gigs and growling like a big bad wolf. In his farewell letter, he offered his sincere gratitude to the people who rocked with him.

"To our fans, I wanna say thank you for making the hairs on the back of my neck stand each and every time I walked out on that stage. It was a pleasure screaming for you all. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!"

Cue in applause for this man, responsible for the collective gooseflesh and gasps during concerts, whose intensity had ricocheted from his vocal chords straight to the crowd and whose signature moves onstage (remember his crazy neck movements?) are sorely missed.

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20 October 2006

Week2

We’re well into our 2nd week in our new abode, and so far everything’s coming up roses. We’ve had visitors almost everyday since the big move – our friends, officemates, and of our next-door neighbor Rhiza who kindly showed us the “ropes” all over the Rosario area: where to hear mass, where to do the groceries, where to buy the best home-cooked meals, where to send our laundry, etc... We even discovered a small grocery store along Ortigas Ext. which sells bootlegged DVD’s! Hah, much to our happiness! Wagi talaga! I bought a Pearl Jam and Goo goo Dolls concert DVD's
Tomorrow, I’m expecting a bunch of my alaga’s to be there. Sort of an early bday party as well as the belated housewarming. Add to that is our despedida party to Kee (one of our success stories) who’s leaving for the Land of Milk and Honey soon. And just a simple time to bond with my kids (around 10 of them).
Sunday is my cook-off day for Pyke who promised to drop by (but no final plans yet). It’s still 50-50, depending on our moods (hehehe).
Housemate and Besty Love still has to bring her officemates there, as distance may pose a problem. Malayo na ang QC sa Pasig. Of course, they’re also intrigued what the new house looks like.
I’m still expecting a visit from the “Authority” group – my boys! Bert and Armel, when kaya?! And from WNG too!
I’m looking forward to weekends – weekends just spent lounging around the house, with some guests dropping by and sharing the good times…
`STF

Un-wired

2 days without the internet, and it feels so empty. Wired as we are in the office (which was not the case a few years back), we were crippled when we had problems with our server, and then of course, our internet connection bogged down because of our modem, and our outside line was busted too! The whole universe is conniving against me these days.
On second thought, I guess this un-wired situation has its benefits too. Thankfully, no internet means no urgent (and a lot of petty) emails from some Board members. No time to read the news, to browse for some interesting blog sites, visit Friendster (and stalk!) and what-have-you’s. And no chance to be distracted to work on some Q4 items I need to finish by week's end.

And oh, no time to blog…(that's a downside!)

So I’m making up for the lost time, replying to long overdue emails and writing this blog. And did I mention stalking too? (but no updates on his profile so far)....
Still a status quo...
`STF


16 October 2006

Code Blue

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Wait.it's nOt that enjoyable anymore.
i'm not kiDDing.



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Comeback Kiddo

While Shirl and I were busy blogging the day away in between work, someone just popped out and IM-ed me. Lo and behold, it's the post-birthday boy! And before anyone start thinking some other thoughts-anything and the bits and pieces we had 5 years ago are over. Way over that I am actually looking up and smiling and humming Session Road's song.

It feels good to hear from him after a long time. we chatted...updated on each other's lives (he is married, btw) and my love life. as usual, his fave question is "kamusta na kayo ni c@R7o?" ... and it started the ball rolling. And I was a bit nonstop that I have to change topic or else I would end up raving and ranting about mrCokeLight.I told Shirl gane that it's funny. just when the "out of reach" blog was posted and i was feeling a bit down...here is the other person i can talk to freely.

I remembered an epi in Moms where former couples guested on the show. and MaiMai Davao said about Robin daRoza (I didn't know na naging sila!) - something to this effect...kahit anong inis or galit ko sa kanya, hindi ko magawang hindi ko sya mapatawad o magalit ng tuluyan. Well, in my case, that is so applicable too.I was pissed off with him the last time we saw each other. I got disappointed (but not surprised) that he forgot my birthday. But after I told him those (aka nanumbat?), everything is fine. We're friends. And friends are supposed to understand some shortcomings (inimbeto ba?). In 5 years that we were hanging out/drinking and eating out buddies, he did treat us well (except for the occasional crying epi each one of us had for some acceptable reason). No doubt about that.

Basta,I am glad nagparamdam ka.

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Stand Up Against Poverty

I've been fighting it off since birth. :D

12 October 2006

Bedtime stories

Bedtime stories

I have none this time. Ever since the big move we made, I’ve been sleeping like a baby (parang nasa probinsya ako). And get this, I’m usually with Mr. Sandman before 10 PM. Wow, what a change from a late-night routine I used to have.

Why the change? Maybe because I get tired from work, and the need to reinvigorate is a must. But then, I’m always busy, hence tired at work. Maybe because TV shows don’t appeal me at all (kahit me cable kami now). Or maybe because I just want to rest…and enjoy the peace and quiet in our place.

Well, hiyang lang ako sa bagong bahay, sa bagong buhay. It's like coming home to the province, but with the traffic and the busy streets.

Thanks Rhiz, for helping us find the perfect house. And to more neighborly chats and cookouts. Can't wait for weekends to come.

`STF

10 October 2006

Day 2. Keepsakes. Mem'ries

Second day of our work commute from our new place. So far, so good. There’s a lot of walking involved, but I think it will do me good. I certainly need all the exercise I get from this. All in all, it somewhat sums up to 30 minutes, to and fro the office. Not bad.

Moving out is a tough job, I must say. What makes it tougher is the truckload of stuff (yes, napuno ang truck sa gamit namen – that’s net of those we left behind or even
One of my bosses even teased me, “when you move out, you realize that you just have out stuff that you don’t even need, or haven’t used for the past few years, but then you have accumulated all those stuff.” Sometimes, it’s just so hard to say goodbye…even to those things…

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Oh yes, I’m a keeper. I’m a keeper of senti things. In our new sala, you can see a couple of knick-knacks on top of our book case – a number of souvenir items from trips abroad (not ours, but from friends and officemates), ref magnets from different beach resorts / places, KL stuff from LS, and other abubots. Each of them has a unique story to tell – just like the Australian koala and key chains from Lik-Lik, the Changi Tower cardholder from Love’s boss, the MoMa souvenirs - shoe from Marikina and a Column of Parthenon, Thailand’s wooden elephant from Wow, a round jewelry case from Cambodia from Love’s officemate, wooden shoes from Holland (from LS’s other officemate), a replica of Eiffel Tower straight from Paris, an SG ref magnet from Rayson, etc…etc…and more to come, actually (still waiting for Wilbert’s souvenir items from his past European trips).

One story holds true for all these items: All of these depict our (me especially) frustrated attempt for travels abroad. Blame it on my unfinished filing of my passport. One day VERY SOON, we’ll also set foot on those places, and more! (hey, there’s nothing bad in daydreaming!)


***

I still keep hard copies of his emails, and yes, they’re still in my Yahoo inbox. I take it as a good way to pass time, and be depressed and happy at the same time.

I do hold on to mem’ries…bittersweet or otherwise.

Sometimes, these are all that’s left of me. (parang Nick Lachey)

`STF

IyAkIn

Iyakin…

Ako iyakin, pero si Love mas iyakin.
Umiyak nga yan sa opening credits pa lang ng “My Best Friend’s Wedding” (i.e. Wishing and hoping…)
Pero ngayon bakit ganon? Di ko man lang sya nakitang umiyak sa mga pangyayaring

mas mabilis pa sa alas-kwatro, ikanga.

Parang me nawala…
Pero di ko alam…
Alam kong nakatawa sya, pero alam ko ring…

Sa kaloob-looban,
Sa kaibuturan…
Sa kasuluk-sulukan…
Sa kaililaman…
Ng kanyang puso…
Malungkot sya…May hinihintay…May inaasam…May inaasahan…
Meron talagang nawala…

Ano yon?
Ang sigla ng kanyang ngiti?
Ang kinag sa kanyang mga mata?
Ang lakas sa kanyang halakhak?
Ang tono sa kanyang mga kanta?
Nawala siya…Siya na nagpapaligaya sa kanya…

Iyak ka Lovella. Matagal na…kelangan mo na iiyak yan.
Sige ka, ikaw rin! Mahirap yata ‘yan!
Baka sumabog ka na lang, parang isang bulkan.


Oktubre 10, 2006
Alas-dyes ng umaga



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Moving

Moving Out.

Pasting pictures of nice looking men started way back in college. It began with a poster of Hugh Grant...followed by other celebrities, local or international.

This door contained pics of male models (think Derek Zolander and Blue Steel) and some surfers. Another door, on the other hand, is very US. It has a collage of different images of women, a close up of Basti Artadi, a wacky photo of Parokya ni Edgar and a cave drawing from the pages of the National Geographic.

We bid goodbye to these handsome men.

We also bid goodbye to our big verandah, conducive for "grilling" sessions during bday, inuman and non-celebratory sessions.

Moving In

We just transferred to our new place in Rosario. It has 2 bedrooms, small verandah for the once-in-a-blue-moon tapok tapok, a laundry area, nice looking bathroom, clean walls and stairs.

Guests can be accommodated, slumber parties can be held, cook-off ala Iron Chef can be done.

Welcome to our new home.








Moving On

I took this photo while I was on board a taxi. This was my last time to pass this route on my way home.

Why Mcdo? Aside from being in the intersection of Sikatuna/Anonas which can can either lead me to a short cut to home or a long and traffic road to Ansons, I spent my longest lunch in that place..over chicken fillet, fries and Coke... over endless talks and getting to know-you's... And now, it's all over. :( Sayonara, McDo Sikatuna.

",) Belle




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out of reach

Sept. 21
in between logging in to kodakgallery, i know at some point he is there. yet it never crossed my mind to initiate a convo with him.

it makes me sad why it our communication ended just like a power interruption (hahaha, para may connect talaga sa kanya). there are still forwarded emails but "kamustahan" part doesn't exist anymore. maybe i still have that little tampo that he actually didn't greet me last march. huh!

kinda weird that i actually don't want to talk to him but i keep on including him on the list of friends who i send forwarded emails. And it is weirder that i am actually writing this blog!

it must be the september 26 thing. just like shirl's oct 5.

09 October 2006

Something New

A new home address in Manila (No. 116-E _________ Avenue, Rosario, Psg). A new apartment. A new route to the office (a shorter travel time for me, more traffic for LPS). A new neighborhood (busier streets, but definitely a more silent one). New wake-up time (especially for Love). A new schedule. A new budget to work on.

A new life perhaps?

A new lovelife? Aha! That seems to be more like it…we do hope so!


`STF

06 October 2006

Some Icons

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Happy Birthday Rayson

To our beer buddy, Happy Birthday!

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05 October 2006

In memoriam

It has been a year since that fateful day.

...adios to ym and msn messenger, 2am wake up calls, long email exchanges, short long-distance 143 calls, nakakahaba ng buhok letter to AAP Prez, vacation plans, picture perfect montreal, tamiya and all scale models, some chronic disease and a million broken promises.
I blame Canada! (with apologies to South Park)
`STF

RIP Song

According to one of the articles of Inquirer today, one of the most requested songs for the funeral among Brits is James Blunt's "Goodbye Lover." It seems that goodbye talaga ang punto nila. The artik even included the lyrics of the song. Fave pa naman ni Shirly to. hehehe Well, not because someone died...probably, a feeling (love?) died some time ago.

Speaking of amor that died, I also have that goodbye song ---Josh Groban's To Where You Are. I remember that during those days, whenever I hear this song, it would move me to tears. Tinalo pa si Juday sa ka-eemote.

And eventually, I decided that this would THE song.

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To Where You Are by Josh Groban

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be

That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me
From up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

Cause you are my forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe that angels breath
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

",) Belle

04 October 2006

How You Are In Love

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?

Josko...ganito pala ako. Murag true.

",) Belle

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